Time spent and probably wasted.

The Dean called Baba up on Monday evening and asked why I did not attend the interview for the scholarship.

I didn't even know about it.

Apparently, the Dean asked one of his workers to call me up but I did not receive any call, not even a missed call. Stupid worker. Must be fun to dash the dreams of others.

I am both pissed and sad. Currently trying to bury this swirling rotten emotions in reading and eating.

GOOD GOD I FEEL ANNOYED I COULD STRANGLE SOMEONE!

Rain, rain, don't go away~

I love it when it rains in Malaysia. I know some parts of our country is experiencing terrible floods and I am very sorry for the victims but I really do personally love it when it rains. I get this warm fuzzy feeling in my chest and tummy when it's raining, like that feeling you get when you fall in love. And when the rain stops and you can smell wet grass, it feels like you just had a great time spent with a great lover and you are anticipating for the next time he'll come around.

But I am not really a fan of Rain. He makes one feel warm fuzzy feelings in a totally different area of my body. Haha!


The rainy season is the best time to curl up in a chair (or bed) and read books. I know, I curl up in a chair (or bed) in any season. But the rainy season is special. :D

So when Aiesyah starts singing "Rain, rain, go away" I scream inside "Nooooo".

Awh. It's a Cocker Spaniel! (Unrelated to entry)

I have somehow stopped being nocturnal and converted into a morning person. I am very proud of the fact that I have been eating a hearty breakfast that keeps me full till dinner. Since I am just too lazy to don some appropriate clothes and get out of the house for a jog/walk every day, I did the best cardio a couch potato can do - cycle kicks and air punches while watching TV. I am pretty sure my physiological age makes me older than Baba. I can't even sustain a straight 5 minutes lazy workout.

I have a PhD research title. :D Now to write a convincing proposal. I need to read a bit on Sociology because I'll be using Sociological research methodology for my studies. Baba is using his connections to get me straight to the Dean for my scholarship and job applications. I used to hate taking opportunities like this but the world is as it is and you grab whatever opportunities you get.

Am also reading Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas. Probably won't reach my 50 books a year goal. Oh well. I have been revisiting my love for Diana Wynne Jones books as well. You are never too old for her books.